2nd of April

it is a sunny day though in real life it is a rainy day..weird..haha..it is sunny day for me because finally i got my job that i have been searching since i finished my study..finally, today i got an unexpected call from CP management co. for an interview..i thought the co. won't be calling me anymore as i had applied for the junior company secretary post bout 2weeks plus ago..it is kinda long time to get a response for an interview..so i went for the interview at 2pm..i was interview by the boss Mr cheah..I'm was kinda embarrassed during the QnA because i was asked on what i had learn on law meeting and company law..i have forgotten some of it..but it is still OK in the end as Mr cheah have selected me for the position..i was surprise and happy..today really is my day..so as I'm working as sales person for P1 wimax currently..i cant stop immediately but i will work till this Sunday..then i will be start working as junior company secretary for the coming Monday..today is my day.. ;)

1st of April

april fool day..it seem to be a better day for me since then..some1 has confess to me bout something..i don't feel happy but i feel glad bout the matter..but some1 is making me fun of it..today i were awake by a call from MAICSA..a lady called and need my trancript for my diploma and advance diploma..then i rush to MAICSA office at Midvalley..but then i still need the confirmation letter from my college to settle the issue..so i will be goin back to my college tomorrow morning then again to MAICSA office..then my working day is bad..i got an egg home for my breakfast..haha..i don't get any1 to sign up with me today..so sad..haiz..nevermind there is better day tomorrow waiting for me..

31 of March

31 of march..not really a good day..it was a disappointed start of the day again..i saw something that make very sad..i saw the pictures of someone i love so much with another guy..my tear starting to drop non stop..i hardly to control myself..i don't know what i should really do..but she seem to be very happy and enjoying her life without me..but in the opposite I'm not happy and not enjoying my life..i don't have the chance to go out with her anymore and she is step by step erasing me from her heart and filling someone new into her heart..i feel so sad..I'm kinda stuck with myself at this moment..i have been trying to so many ways to let it go but it still don't work at this stage..what i really can do now is try to get myself as busy as possible so that i won't think so much..hope that for the month of april will give some fresh start to push myself again..

30 of March 2009

today is 6weeks since i had broken with my girlfriend..today wasn't a good day for me..i hope i could able to get some encouragement to kick start my day but it's a dissapointment to myself..i hope for something that it won't be likely to be happen..i feel kinda sad for that..but i still need to work anyway..then today is my 1st day start working as P1 WIMAX sales person at Taipan USJ 10 from 5pm to 12am..it's a bad start for me..i feel so boring and no mood to work at all at the starting..feel so shit and feel hardly to survive..it's just i'm alone in the world..but then luckily after my dinner thing change bit as there is 1 customer signing up with me and another 1 before i end my work..what i hope for to start my day happily ended as bad day for me..

my 1st experience writing a blog

this is my 1st time in my life writing blog..i created my account yesterday but i don't have the time to write..today I'm so free and spent my time writing this..it's been awhile that i have broke up with my girlfriend..it's soon to be exactly 6weeks tomorrow..all these day is my hardest time to pass without her company because i had spent most of my time together while we were together as a couple..now I'm single and i not use to it to b alone..i found it hard to pass my time..i everyday still hoping that one day i can able to be back with her..i still not able to let her go though i get my advise from all my friends..i still very love her..i miss her everyday..though I'm telling myself not to disturb her by messaging her everyday, i hardly do it because i will think of her when I'm free..as the time I'm just finish my study and started looking for my 1st job..i need to find my 1st job at this economic condition..i have been at home looking for my 1st job since 2months ago..with the feeling of breaking up make my day just worst during all these time..i feel the stress although my mum or dad didn't say me anything..but they still support me to find job slowly..but i feel useless as always stay at home eat and sleep only..but luckily, yesterday i got selected for the job as the sales person for the latest wireless broadband P1 WIMAX..this job is temporary for me as it can give me income while I'm still looking for the job i wanted to work as company secretary..as i got this job i got something to do to pass my time rather than sitting at home everyday thinking of those sad things..so tomorrow will be a new day for me as i will start working tomorrow at a roadshow at Taipan..i hope i can start my new life happily again..