19th of April

it's been days i stop writing in my blog..no mood to write last week day..haiz..today my niece treat my parents and i at the garden taiwan fong lye eat..then went for walk..i don't use to it to walk alone..i used to holding my ex walk together..miss the moment very much..now don't use to it to walk alone in the shopping..i also been long time didn't go to shopping..so maybe i should find someone go with me or just don't go at all.. =.=" then tomorrow i will be attending my prize ceremony..it been postponed few times and tomorrow will be the day..i will receiving my grand prize trip to watch A1 race in UK..erm..i should be feeling happy and lucky to have won the prize but alot of things have make feel otherwise..feel kinda bad..hope i can enjoy during the trip to UK..then tomorrow will be going alone..no1 to accompany go for the prize ceremony..haiz..feel lonely and nothing to celebrate off..but still need to attend..

13th of April

today marks as 2months i have broken up with my gf..im still not able to live on normally since then..im still trying to forget something and not to think bout it..but sometimes it just will go around my head..i still miss her alot..im not sure that i should just leave her with her own happy life or continue to contact her..as i contact her she hardly will reply me that make me keep waits for days..during that period i don't feel good at all..it seem everything have changed as it is said to be..im so dissapointed..i should not hoping anything anymore..the more i'm hoping for the more dissapointing i will be..the day continue counting................................................

8th of April

should i say that today is my lucky day..i got a call from jobstreet.com staff telling me that i am the winner of the jobstreet A1 race competition..i have won the 1st prize which i get an all full expenses paid to UK to watch the A1 race but exclude for food..i so excited bout it..i need to make a passport..the staff need my passport no. so that they able to book the air ticket for me..i told my boss bout what is happening and get leave from him..he agree and let me go to enjoy..I'm so glad my boss is so kind..but he reminded me to becarefull because there are many cases where many people are scam to have a free trip and then found out their luggage have drug in it..so i need to be extra carefull and double super confirm bout winning the prize..i will be going to have a prize ceremony on coming monday..maybe i will appear in newspaper too..so check it out ya..hehe.. ;)

7th of April

2nd day of working..almost slept overtime today because feel so tired after yesterday 1st day of working..i should say today is an average for me..go to work and learn something new..hope 1 day can could master all those application in my job..then today i suppose to have 2nd interview with the law firm after my end my work today..but i have called the firm and said i will not going for the interview because i just only start my job 2days ago and i don't feel good to quit if i really get an offer by the law firm.. i feel sorry if i quit just working for few days only..what a shit if this happen and this deteriorate my reputation as i do this..so i decided just stick with what i got now and learn as much as i can..but i hate the traffic jam during going and back from work..wasting my time to rest..feel tired after working..need to sleep early everyday now on..haiz..cant enjoy like last time anymore.. ;)

6th of April

today is my 1st day of working..finally i have started my day of working life..i don't need stay at home anymore..though if i don't start work today I'm also been working as P1 wimax salesperson..but i would prefer to work as a junior company secretary because this is what i mean to be as i was study in business management cum ICSA to become a company secretary..i want to be a professional though is it not as professional as a doctor or lawyer..hehe..but at least i will get a professional certification from ICSA after sitting for exam..in my 1st day of working, i feel the stressed on what my senior trying to teach me..i found it hard at the beginning of it..but as i tried to do it myself and my senior correct me on the error i did..things went better since then..i have learn something today such as how to prepare for annual report and minutes..i also have learn how to photocopy, faxing and prepare for courrier servises..haha..so there are much more for me to learn in the future..i just wish to get the bless for me to stay strong to overcome any stress and obligation i will in coming future.. ;)

4th of April

complicated..I'm stuck between which firm i should choose as i can get a better deal for the job i wish to get..law firm or management firm..but i have accepted the offer to work in CP management on Monday..today i went for an interview by the law firm..it seem to be a better place to work..but then i still need go for 2nd interview by the law firm by then i already working in CP management..if the law firm really wish to hire me then i don't know i should resign from CP management as i just only started to work..it seem not too good..haiz..im stuck..

3rd of April

today can say is another good day for me..i got another unexpected call from a law firm for interview tomorrow morning at 10am..i was surprise to received that call..but don't will it a better deal for me than CP management co. yesterday interviewed..so everything will be know by tomorrow morning..if it is not a good deal then i will just continue with what is offered by CP management co. to start working on monday..i can't wait to start my 1st day of working life as a junior company secretary..hope everything will change in my life.. :)