13th of April

today marks as 2months i have broken up with my gf..im still not able to live on normally since then..im still trying to forget something and not to think bout it..but sometimes it just will go around my head..i still miss her alot..im not sure that i should just leave her with her own happy life or continue to contact her..as i contact her she hardly will reply me that make me keep waits for days..during that period i don't feel good at all..it seem everything have changed as it is said to be..im so dissapointed..i should not hoping anything anymore..the more i'm hoping for the more dissapointing i will be..the day continue counting................................................