31 of March

31 of march..not really a good day..it was a disappointed start of the day again..i saw something that make very sad..i saw the pictures of someone i love so much with another guy..my tear starting to drop non stop..i hardly to control myself..i don't know what i should really do..but she seem to be very happy and enjoying her life without me..but in the opposite I'm not happy and not enjoying my life..i don't have the chance to go out with her anymore and she is step by step erasing me from her heart and filling someone new into her heart..i feel so sad..I'm kinda stuck with myself at this moment..i have been trying to so many ways to let it go but it still don't work at this stage..what i really can do now is try to get myself as busy as possible so that i won't think so much..hope that for the month of april will give some fresh start to push myself again..