30 of March 2009

today is 6weeks since i had broken with my girlfriend..today wasn't a good day for me..i hope i could able to get some encouragement to kick start my day but it's a dissapointment to myself..i hope for something that it won't be likely to be happen..i feel kinda sad for that..but i still need to work anyway..then today is my 1st day start working as P1 WIMAX sales person at Taipan USJ 10 from 5pm to 12am..it's a bad start for me..i feel so boring and no mood to work at all at the starting..feel so shit and feel hardly to survive..it's just i'm alone in the world..but then luckily after my dinner thing change bit as there is 1 customer signing up with me and another 1 before i end my work..what i hope for to start my day happily ended as bad day for me..

my 1st experience writing a blog

this is my 1st time in my life writing blog..i created my account yesterday but i don't have the time to write..today I'm so free and spent my time writing this..it's been awhile that i have broke up with my girlfriend..it's soon to be exactly 6weeks tomorrow..all these day is my hardest time to pass without her company because i had spent most of my time together while we were together as a couple..now I'm single and i not use to it to b alone..i found it hard to pass my time..i everyday still hoping that one day i can able to be back with her..i still not able to let her go though i get my advise from all my friends..i still very love her..i miss her everyday..though I'm telling myself not to disturb her by messaging her everyday, i hardly do it because i will think of her when I'm free..as the time I'm just finish my study and started looking for my 1st job..i need to find my 1st job at this economic condition..i have been at home looking for my 1st job since 2months ago..with the feeling of breaking up make my day just worst during all these time..i feel the stress although my mum or dad didn't say me anything..but they still support me to find job slowly..but i feel useless as always stay at home eat and sleep only..but luckily, yesterday i got selected for the job as the sales person for the latest wireless broadband P1 WIMAX..this job is temporary for me as it can give me income while I'm still looking for the job i wanted to work as company secretary..as i got this job i got something to do to pass my time rather than sitting at home everyday thinking of those sad things..so tomorrow will be a new day for me as i will start working tomorrow at a roadshow at Taipan..i hope i can start my new life happily again..